BlackButler-Fan4Ever

So, because I'm really bored (as stated above), I will now do something really, REALLY pointless just to do it! So, here we go! OK, I'm done! BYEE!
Maddy

Well, in my opinion, it varies. Some kids are really greedy, and want everything, and will whine and complain when they didn't get one measly thing out of the many other presents that they got. While others, not to be stereotypical, but mostly impoverished or lower class citizens, just care about what Christmas was really went for; to spend time with family and not worry about other things.

Originally, Santa never really existed, he is just a combination of Father Christmas, Kris Kringle, and St. Nick, hence the many names of Santa Claus. I myself, a just turned 13 child, am just now realizing how this world can be a place of depression and sorrow; Christmas, Thanksgiving, and other holidays that were just for the gathering of family, they are times that I greatly appreciate.

Anyway, back to subject. All of us want something, and whether it be a pair of shoes, or the newest iPod, we have a desire in our hearts. And, for me, even though the presents are a nice touch, the only thing I truly want for Christmas is being able to spend time with family. And when I get my wish granted, I can't help but thank Santa.

And just in ordinary days and situations, a lot of us don't stop and truly appreciate what we have, we just think about we don't have. And, this is sometimes how people will be greedy, and want everything for themselves, because they don't stop and think, "I already have this, why I don't I give this to somebody who needs it?". I think about this all the time. I want the best for everybody, even though this will never happen, I still think of that time when everybody will have a roof over their head, food on the table, warm clothes, and a place to call home that's not a cardboard box or an alleyway.

So, to sum this entry up, I want everybody who reads this to think about what they already have, and not what they don't have. Because, just having a family who loves you is all you're ever going to need.

() Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Are / Been In Love
() Dumped someone
() Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person?
() Skipped Class
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends
(x) Been On A Plane

() Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
() Been in a Mosh Pit
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (mild ones)
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (Still am, bitches)
() Gone mudding
(x) Killed A Snake
(x) Stolen
() Been cheated on

(x) Been Misunderstood
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (almost did, too)
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
() Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
() Kicked A Fish (lawls)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

(x) Played Chicken
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (it freaking hurt)
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test (Not proud of it.)
() Gone Skinny Dipping

(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
() Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black-Mailed
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat (i figured they'd like some reciprocation)
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Flattened someones tires

(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
() Stabbed someone
() done any drugs
(x) made someone bleed (i have sharp nails)
() Had sex in public
() Robbed someone
(x) Kissed someone

Total:
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm gooder than average]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bit on the crazy side]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm very much so on the crazy side] This is me. And I'm not proud of it.
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm pimpin]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should probably have died by now]

Some extras for the hell of it
(x) Rode in the back of a pick up down main street
(x) Pulled multiple all-nighters in a row
() Made friends with a life long hero of yours
(x) Broken the awkward phase at a party by dancing wildly
() Been insulted in 5 or more languages
() Made a major life decision by flipping a coin/drawing straws/similar
(x) Started a movement
() left a legacy somewhere (i swear, the window had it coming...)
(x) learned something because of peer pressure (yeah, my peers suck)
() Ended up in the hospital because of something stupid you did to yourself (refer to window incident)

Well, first of all, what is popular?

Are you liked by everybody in school? Do you have an amazing body and face, and think you're perfect? Those are the most common types of "popular". According to these definitions, I am not "popular". But,

I don't really care. And the friends I metioned in my first journal entry, they don't care either. We are, according to the definition, are about in the middle of the "popularity" scale at my school. As for waht school, I'm in middle school, inn the 7th grade, and am starting to find myself. I've realized that I like a girl, and that she might like me back.

I haven't told any of the GGGs (Girly Gossiping Girls) at my school, because I know that it would raise hell for me. (I'm using hell for lack of a better word.) I want everybody reading this, concerned about their place on the popularity scale, I want you to concern yourself about youe wellbeing, and if you are happy. Because, even though I'm not the most popular, I'm happy and that's all that matters.

Stay Strong,
Maddy
Peace, Love, Smile
Dare 2B Different!